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I donno what im writing
Words are just comin out
Phrases from my heart biting
Whats left of my life to shout
After u , it all changed
I couldnt sleep
I couldnt eat
I couldnt breathe
I miss that smell of urs
I had it on my shirt
I still do
My only memory of u
I thought u loved me
I thought u were happy
Was i fooled?
Was i used?
All i know is ure gone
Ur happy , ur alive
U left me in an empty grave
Just before u took my life away
U took urself away
U were my life , i died
Now , in my grave i cry
My long lost love
Muddy tears fill my sadness
Agony calling ur name
Memories remind me of u
In my arms , near my heart
My heart that stopped beating
Blood quit flowing anymore
No cause for it to do
From my grave , my deep black whole
I suffer u for the last time
I wish u infinite happiness
As long as u shall live
As long as im dead
I still love u ...