Guardian Angel

If life ever ends
I won't be here
I never was here
I never existed
I never will
But, i was always always by ur side
U couldn't see me
No one could
U tried to touch me
I felt u , did u ?
Guardian angel i was called
I knew everything about u
I was u
I slept near u
I walked with u in the dark
I held ur hand
I was there
In the warm breeze
That carressed ur floating hair.
I always dreamt
I always wished
To have another chance
If i ever did
I wouldn't have jumped
I wouldn't have cried
I wouldn't have screamed,
I would have lived
And thanked god
For having u in my arms
For having u in my life
For meeting u
For being born
For being given the chance
To live a life
As wonderful as
A life with u in it
A life that never knows
What sadness feels like,
And knows what true happiness is.
Though im still living
In dreams, in illusions
I'll always be holding ur hand
I'll always walk u in the dark
And, i'll always caress ur hair
with the soft warm breeze,
Until we meet again,
I love u,
I'll always do.