Sunday, February 19, 2006

Confession

I took my last kiss and held you really tight
Looked in your eyes, tears waiting to burst
If I'll pass the day, I won’t go through the night
I might have been your last, but you were my first

Feeling well while sitting next to you, no regrets
Not knowing that when ill leave, I’m going to hell
As far as I get away from you, the harder it gets
I know I love you, from all this pain I can tell

Thoughts of you, going through my empty head
Its true, I lost you, never knew it can hurt so much
With u I was full of life, now it feels as if I’m dead
I miss your lips, your smell, and mostly, I miss your touch

I can’t go on through this all alone; you’re not by my side
I’m going to have you back, if it costs me my own blood
All of my love I’m going to show, and leave nothing to hide
I'll keep you in my arms, just like I always should

Come back to me, be mine again, hold my hand
We'll go walking all alone; together we'll stay, forever
I'll write my name and yours, in love, on the sand
Away from all the waves, it shall last forever and ever!

Brought Down

When all the world is against me
And my troubles conquer my mind
When i can't breath , and hardly see
When my memories throw me behind

No shelter for me to protect my heart
No one to hold me in their arms tight
When I lose the ending and forget my start
And my words fail to express me right

All alone in my room , no one cares
My screams too weak to break the glass
I fell of from the top of the stairs
And wished someday they have my mass

When no one talks to me , lonely I sing
The blade is my only way out of pain
I want it to leave me , I want to kill this thing
I should get rid of it , I should end it's reign

I cut myself thinking thats the way to a good life
Pleasure passes in my body , as blood leaves it
Enduring so much pain , in my hand I hold the knife
The knife that might save me from my life of shit

But once it's over , it comes back again
It's haunting me in my consciousness
In my dreams , I thought I was sain
It stole my life , deprived me my happiness.